Pure joy

I wish I could've filmed all the things we used to do. I loved you so much as a friend. My best friend. 

I know you'll be here tomorrow and I can't help it, but I'm feeling a bit nostalgic. And Lorde's not helping either. Do you remember that night that it was raining and we had to run to the club? You took my hand and ran so fast... I laughed under the rain 'cause I couldn't go faster but you kept trying to carry me anyway. It was pure joy. I know it's very simple, but I loved doing simple things with you. We made everything special. Even when you made me sandwiches for dinner 'cause I was so thin, even when we played Fifa, even when we had to bring your cousin to our date, even when we ran in the land next to your house, even when it was raining and we had to stay cuddling.

I just loved those little things.

I know that when I see you, I'm gonna feel like fainting.

But you're such an asshole now. Fuck it.