Diamonds on the sole of her shoes

We used to live the time we were together like we were in a movie. Like others would watch us do the things we did. Somehow we managed to make it entertaining, it all felt unreal for me.
Since I was a little girl, I've always dreamed about acting someday. Getting to be someone who I'm not. And it's bittersweet that I felt that way about our relationship.
I liked us because we got along so well, and because for some months I got to be out of all the drama and misery we're living in this country. I would've never gone to all the places we went if it wasn't for you.
We were "happy", we would go to all these restaurants almost everyday and had expensive meals. You would give me clothes and contact lenses (thank you!!).

What I always love the most about movies is if they have good soundtracks.
Our lives seemed to always have a soundtrack. A very nice one.

I will never forget the time we were with your parents in the car, going down the mountain, listening to Paul Symon's "Diamonds on the sole of her shoes". We were going fast in your dad's BMW, and watching the mountains fade away as we were riding. The sky was so blue, and the sun was so bright... And that song made everything so special and beautiful. It was dazzling. I loved when everytime Paul Symon played the drums you would follow the beat and tap my lap.
All that made me feel like we were in a movie, it was all so surreal. It was really hard when I noticed that we were done, and I was going to be in the real life again.

I just can't listen to that song without remembering that beautiful moment, so I just don't listen to it. But for some reason I haven't deleted it from my phone. I just skip it if it's playing.

I miss all the fun and the happiness we used to have.